So, Im back. Ha, and you thought I would never come back.

I am back.
I plan to stay back for a while.
I think. I like blogger, and mostly no one knows about it, so I can actually be honest. What a concept!
Okay, here's a brief rundown of things that have happened since March.


A. June 6th. I passed high school and graduated. barely.
B. June 8th. I flew to Dallas, Texas and drove to Garden Valley, Tx. for my MA training the day after I graduated.
C. June 13th. I Flew to Johannesburg, South Africa, and then on to Lusaka, Zambia.
so much happened in between the next two dates, I feel they requre their own list/story after this list.
D. Aug. 4th. Returned home from a 7 week stay in Southern Africa. Ouch, my heart hurts.
A lot.
E. Aug. 10th-ish. Got 2 new jobs, started to get ready for college, and finally got some rest and caught up on 2 months of exhaustion.
F. Aug. 26th. Started college @ CSUMB.
G. Today. Well, nothing exciting.

I love reconnecting with old friends. It makes me so happy on the inside.

Okay, so as promised, heres a few quick lists of things that have happened in Africa.
I met kids who have lost parents and experienced pain that I could never ever understand.
I loved kids who I had to leave.
I wonder what happened.

Traveled.
Saw people, places and things that were broken beyond repair.
My heart was broken beyond repair.

I saw people healed of diseases.
and I still doubt.
still.

I left 2 families behind, in places that were less than ideal. Most never to been seen or heard from again.

I try to adjust back, but I really just cant.
I belong there.
Theres not much I can do about that.